your own. personal. jesus.

okay so about 2 weeks its been, correct? well i've had a pretty bad two weeks. last last weekend mayya and i decided to be tourists, and explore san fran. we went to the mission, by her house, chinatown, northbeach, washington square, and finally the broken down bathhouse ruins at ocean beach. it was sooo much fun! super cold and windy by the beach, but we took naps on the benches like a pair of dirty drifters, so it's all good. we were trying to spend under 10 bucks, but i went 5 over. because i just couldn't resist mango fro yo. i think i'd trade my doggie for a lifetime of mango fro yo. not really. i love mozart <3.

so that's about the only good thing that's happened. there's been a lot of drama. a LOT. more that the usual amount. some stuff concerning certain decisions, some things people said, some things people wrote, some people who are so disgustingly selfish. but i won't get into that.

i think i'm actually beginning to avoid my life. i just don't think i can handle everything right now. too much all at once. yadadamean? just kidding, i dont actually use that word. but im going to start saying "boogie" more. because shirley said it and it was so retarded. "meet you by your locker right after school, and we cant stop to chat because we gotta boogie over to the red tables!" the first signs of me avoiding real life was when i went to ameoba last tuesday and bought 4 dvds. and i watched all of them. im ashamed. 3 of them were lord of the rings.

oh and i lied about no good things coming out of the past two weeks. i got my permit! passed on the first time (thank goodness). i was supposed to have my first lesson today, but instead i had to sit in the courtyard for half an hour getting rained on. and then wander the halls with shirley, june, and winmon , shirley having her enormous blue umbrella open like a retard. we've all agreed that everything's bullshit, and people who can't dance shouldn't be put on a team.

so that's my two weeks in a pinch. a very small pinch. hella more shit happened, but im really not in the mood to discuss. except that my unhealthy obsession with orlando bloom has resurfaced for the first time in 6 years. that's right, kids, in 4th grade i was madly in love with orlando bloom. truly. madly. deeply.

school has been pretty boring. even lunch has been boring. but that will all change tomorrow. because we're actually going to stones. yay. i hope it's warm tomorrow so i can wear my cute gold sandals from guess and get froyo. im seriously addicted to froyo. and diet coke. but only because of the caffeine. oh and mayya, i know you will be reading this. there's this amazing new thing called diet cherry coke. and i have a big 'ole box at my house. just my little way to lure you over. since i won't be here this weekend. so.

my mom actually pretended to be kind and caring this week, and bought me bandaids for my owie. the ones i requested. what, do you ask, are my bandaids of choice?spongebob bandaids, of course! omg shut up sasha, you're boring people! and i know how everyone can get along. just shut up and save the drama fo yo mama.

everyone listen to "i like you so much better when you're naked" by ida maria "16 military wives" by the decemberists, and "personal jesus" by depeche mode. my recents faves.